its yet another dae again.. wat am i doin? countin down to e dae when he'll be finally free frm o's, free frm all his hw.. its really sad, this period of time really miss him lots.. haven met him for like bout one month over.. n he's definitely not goin to hav much time to meet me either for e next few months.. well, got to hang on there to wait.. my heart will often feel suan whenever i tink of him.. its heartbreakin to hear tat he said there isnt much things to tok between us.. maybe he's occupied by loads of work, maybe well, i donno.. both parties are havin communication breakdown.. him bein busy wif sch n work, me being busy wif genting trip.. wanted to spend more time wif him aft tat, tryin to change e cold atmosphere between us is certainly not easy.. he'll either be occupied wif euro, if not, his hw.. i understand his situation, but these however though, made me feel left out.. all i need is his little bit of attention.. juz a small little sms will do.. but his sms juz wont reach me when i was waitin for his sms each nite, its always to no avail.. when i wasnt expectin his sms, his sms will juz come.. tats when i feel my spirits bein lighten up.. these 6 mths of memories was really carved deep in my heart, really cherish e time we had together.. juz feel tat time n communication is always e key pt to our relationship.. seems like time is foolin us.. it always passes so fast when we finally get to meet each other once a week or even once a fortnight.. us, havin studyin diff sch, not livin near each other, causes us to hav probs at times to meet up.. if only e word 'if only' exists in this world.. if only time can juz stop at tat moment, if only we've got more than 24hrs a dae, if only.... well, guess im really tired wif all these waitin for his sms.. got to move on wif my life n ill definitely be waitin for him.. u can say tat i'm bein silly or foolish but got to say, my heart has only got e one n only him..