Here's a story.. adapted frm my friend, who's caught in this mess.. she's facin lotsa probs.. probs tat bugged her, probs tat she hadn't faced it before.. hmmx, me? Friend of her, not a good adviser but a good listener though, can only sit there n say, 'huh.. orh.. aiyo.. relak la.. maybe its like tat leh? Or maybe its ... leh?' useless friend.. I don deny tat word describin myself.. lolx..

Hmmx, she had been wif her guy for quite some time I guess.. they were really lovin.. almost like those in fairytales. I envy them of coz.. lolx.. its like even every mth's anniversary, e guy will confirm remember de.. e devoted ger, loved him really much.. so much so I guess, she really fell very deep into e web of love..saw her foldin 999 straw hearts for him as valentine's gift durin first 3 mths when im in pj wif her.. durin assembly, she folded e hearts wif patience.. durin break time, she continued foldin.. even durin lesson time, she'll dig out time to fold.. I guess, its like she'd even bring e straws into the toilet or bathroom to fold if she can.. lolx.. sometimes oso donno wat my friend's tinkin bout.. whether to say she's foolish or sentimental, its hard for me to decide.. its til e vday tat dae, then I realized e fruits of her hardwork.. those sweet little hearts really looked great.. I was stunned in awe.. can feel all her love in those hearts.. my other friends even said tat if e guy really don cherish her, he's really, beyond cure.. lolx..

however, it seemed to me tat good things nv last long.. it was til few mths ago, something cocked up between them.. e guy's been busy wif an impt exam.. they began to drift away abit. Only toked to each other once in a fortnight.. then slowly once in a mth.. aft tat major exam, e guy's uncle was in some serious condition n may passed away anytime.. he told e ger, he wont hav much time for her in e future.. he's really stressed up now.. facin sch work probs, family probs, n was afraid e relationship might be a burden to him. Maybe he's hintin e ger something.. but e ger was afraid to let go of this relationship, she pretended not getting e hint.. she told e guy, ' I'll wait for u til the dae u are really free. U go settle ur stuffs in peace loh.' If I nv remembered wrongly, tat was a promised she made to herself n to him. She promised to wait for him. She promised tat, and will definitely keep to her word. Now, seein her in this state pains me.. its unbelievable tat e guy can really neglect her til this kind of situation.. even she's really sick, he doesn't even know.. he din msg her, din call her to ask bout her health.. she's sad. She's heartbroken. Well, she guess maybe he's really busy wif sch work.. she understands.. she still hanged on there.. waitin for him...

then came along another guy.. she knew this guy frm first 3 mths.. my friend.. they aren't tat close initially.. only got to know tat guy well when he took e first step in getting her contacts.. he confessed to her.. don mind tat she's attached.. n don wan to be e third party.. but said that he'll be there waitin for her til he found another ger,, juz wan her to be happy.. n tried ways n means to make her happy.. my friend told me she's really glad to know this guy.. but he juz came at e wrong time.. he sent lots of msgs to her.. sent her msgs on song lyrics.. lyrics tat really made her at a loss of words.. hmmx, heard of 5566's Boyfriend? Ya, tats wat she told me.. tat song really really shot e bull's eye.. every word of it imitates the situation that these 3 pp were in.. exactly..

[I know you got a boyfriend, another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish that I was

Your boyfriend, that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend]

e ger, really donno wat to do.. she felt really lost.. this was e guy who sees her thru her sick daes.. who accompany her when she's feelin down.. he's a nice guy, she appreciated him.. but somehow, she felt tat he isnt her rightful one.. she knew, end of e dae, someone will definitely be hurt.. she told me, she'd rather not know this 2 guys.. she'd rather remain single.. she felt so tired bout it.. she's helpless now.. n her boyfriend isn't there to console her or anything.. but one thing tat stood her by her boyfriend was that he's e first guy she ever really loved.. n til now, she's still lovin him..

wow, wat a mess.. lolx.. haix, I felt sad for her.. oso donno wat to say to help her.. juz hav to wish her all e bex..

GOD! My poxs are itchin me! Lolx.. stupid pox.. cant go sch for e rest of next week!! -dead- cant take tests.. cant go for practicals.. haix!! Im dead shit liaox la.. -hopeless-

-QI LI XIANG-

lalala.. lalala.. lalala..