confused. worried. afraid. upset. troubled. fear. are all tat overwhelmed me. takin over me bit by bit. i fear wat i feared e most. i rather be e one sufferin. it hurts.
this yr's really a bad yr for me. seemed like im being jinxed or wat. but i still hang on. not for this once. pls. i'll really burst. it will really hit me hard both mentally n physically. this i cant take it. i knoe n definitely want things to turn a better way.
y do pp only realised their mistakes when things start to go wrong??
this is somethin tat i will really regret for e rest of my lives.
it concerns bout one's life n death.
*shruggs*
im really troubled.
really afraid.
-god bless-
prayin silently...