i felt as if ive been suffocated to death by all e problems tats clingin onto me. n i tink todae nearly got knocked down by car. choy. nearly only la. >_<" wa dam it loh. sweat sia. really freaked me out. first time in my life i stood so dam close to e high-speed movin car. was kinda tired n in a blur state of mind aft band.. alighted frm e bus n was tinkin of stuffs while i cross e road to get to my block. e pesdestrain light was red, but seein no cars, plus e lights for e cars were showin red. so i took few steps in front intendin to cross. suddenly 3 or 4 cars came by, speedin towards me. it gave me a rather strange feelin coz i knew e traffic lights were red, but y izzit tat those cars were drivin at such a speed w/o even slowin down? besides wat im crossin was not a normal road, but a junction. by right e cars shld slow down wat. so i was shocked, seein those cars drivin towards me. i turned back to look at e traffic light, god! they were green. bright green. i was stunned. how come e lights changed frm red to green so fast? somemore at tat instant, i was sort of standin somewhere near e middle of e road. bout quarter of e rd. somehow, i got back my conscious state of mind, smth tellin me to stepped back to e side of e rd immediately. dam it loh. tats how close it was. my legs were shiverin at tat time. got a phobia of crossin big roads. oh my god. i can imagine, had i not stepped back in time, i would hav landed myself in hospital havin broken bones. or rather, dead. eek. scary.. >_<" coz i've saw accidents tat happened, wif bloodstains of e victim on e tarred road.

i nv wan to cross big roads again. im scared..

my mood's rather down. due to some stuffs. n i really need a shoulder to rest on.. *sobsob* i don wan anythin, but juz e familiar body for me to hug..

anywae, thanx doreen, thanx pr for tha pressies..