comin to poly has certain taught me alot of things.. n im beginnin to see things clearly now.. poly certainly made me had e feel of transition life over sec sch, jc to poly life.. ive begun to accept things as they are.. began to realise where i stand amongst e masses. began to not be tat demandin over wat i expect of my friends.. n one impt thing.. it made me realised e importance of friendship.. friends are juz like passin by clouds in ur life.. only e ones tat will truely stay by u were e ones tat can go thru stormy or sunny daes wif u.. they were definitely those tat will leave a deep footprint in ur heart.. whereas on e other hand, of coz there'll be weathered-like friends.. who will only come to u when daes are sunny n bright n leave u in e lurch when e storm starts.. this are however e kind of friends i dislike most.. n oso e ones tat i certainly looked down upon as a pile of dirt. certainly, you hav definitely caused me to hav a completely different set of opinions on u.. initially i tot u were better than e other person. yet i see a diff u now.. changin ur clique of friends as u wished. im not controllin to who u shld mix ard wif. but c'mon loh, even if u're not doin project wif us, cant u even open ur blardy mouth to tell us u're not doin wif us? even got another person to tell us bout it. wats this? coward act in ur kind of species? this is terrible. lots more things happened as i observed u silently. juz tat i don wished to make things more complicated. yes. i certainly understand wat friends were all about.. in sec sch, i mix wif really fun n loyal friends who stick by to u no matter wat. in poly, i sees a different set of friends.. friends who on e surface looked as though everyone is in one whole clique n die oso muz do things together. yet, i saw pang seh-ness in e clique. i saw weathered-like friends. i saw friends tat made me realised e other side of friendship. i don wan to say anythin. but im definitely very bu shuang bout this. time bomb might explode anytime. i juz cant stand it, anymore. if i could, i definitely wish for e semester to end soon. hav a change of classmates, only except for some whom i sees them as true friends.. tmd, im really disappointed to hav friends like tat..