okies im back.. hahs.. been tied down by 2 horrible reports for the past few daes.. this sem is sooo full of irritatin reports.. reports tat doesnt seem to be clear to me.. don even knoe wat im reportin.. lols.. n ytd was kinda a nightmare for me.. bsbm report actually made me spent one whole nite of my precious slpin time to complete it.. i ended my last sentence, printed my last page for bsbm n e clock struck five o'clock in the morning.. well, cldnt blame much oso.. since i chose to go band before tat.. tats y started on the report late n ended late.. was so alone ytd doin report.. lols.. only had my cup of pathetic coffee.. my only dependance to survive thru e nite. n yesh! i did it..!! =D hahas.. no more bsbm report for me, no more apchem report for me.. well, now im left wif a&p report, cd's grp work, maths report, isb report n crs discussion cafe.. wo de ma ya.. i had finished 2 horrendous report n now im faced wif more of them again.. >_<"

well, let me tok bout wat happened last saturdae.. hadnt blogged tat event yet.. but to me, it will always be a fruitful experience for me.. went to villa francis (name of an old folks home) in kranji wif my friends together wif dr elango for cip.. dr elango said these old folks were abandoned by their children.. to me, this will be e first time i visited this kinda place.. when we reached, i realised tat building sure was kind of run down n old.. we kept our stuffs in e main office n went to help out in e gardens.. meanin to say - gardenin.. seriously i don really like gardening.. had done it before durin pri sch daes n eeeks, i dread it.. but well, all i knoe my purpose at that place was to do my best for these folks.. i forgo wat i dreaded.. we picked leafs, clear e area, replant the plants, redistribute e soil.. started off at 8am.. n we worked n worked.. took a break in between, eatin snacks tat were provided n drank fruit punch.. it was a hot weather.. n michelle, our 'tai tai' in e class (shld say qian jin xiao jie ba.. ) complained tired.. hahs.. then halfway thru, everyone got bored, waishan began chasing the chickens around.. -.-" quite funny, lookin at how fast the chickens can run.. it was amazing.. lol.. then kendrick took photos of us while we were doin all e cleanin up stuffs.. everyone joked around while redistributin the soil.. n started wif lame jokes n riddles.. while redistributing e soil, i spotted one earthworm. lols.. i don deny tat im afraid of wriggly stuffs n insects, wanted to kill it but my friend stopped me.. =X sry pp for being violent.. lols.. but i really don like them.. hehs.. so we worked all e way frm 8am to 12pm.. when e old folks came down for their lunch.. we were slightly late to help out in serving e food, so cld only wait for them to finish n clear e stuffs.. then i was told to wheel one of them up e lift.. so i went.. then i realised y some old folks were being abandoned.. standing at their children's pt of view, i will find tat old man on e wheelchair tat im wheelin to be rather irritatin.. on e other hand, standin at the thrid party's side of view, i tink e old man is rather pitiful, n cursed e children for abandonin him.. this old man was rather gan chiong when he reached e lift door.. it hadnt open yet n there was another wheelchair beside his.. so i somehow 'parked' his wheelchair slightly further away frm e door, so as not to cause any obstruction to e person beside when he's movin into e lift first.. n yet this old man kept insisted on me pushing his wheelchair further infront.. ok well, i did wat he wanted.. then wheeled him into e lift alrdy, i was stuck behind his wheelchair n still he kept movin backwards.. i was almost being squeezed by him.. ok im not pissed at all.. i understand his condition.. then went back to join my friends.. we were told to go ard e levels findin e old folks to tok to.. n we came upon these 2 canto ah ma.. our grp i guess only michelle n jie ying can speak canto fluently.. coz waishan n sishan was like saying 'my canto cannot make it..' smth like tat one.. hahs.. so michelle was our translater to wat e ah ma was tokin.. this ah ma was kinda cute.. e nurse told us they got demention, ya wat do u call tat as? lau ren chi dai zhen i tink.. smth like tat.. but yet e ah ma looks perfectly alrite.. hahs.. she's cute! she told us e facilities here were good.. n tat place is only for old folks.. even if any adult or teenager wants to move in for livin, they wldnt accept u even though if u are really really rich.. cute rite? lols.. wat she said really amuses me.. canto ah ma ah, u made my dae.. hehs.. so time was up we left tat level n went down to find elango.. n another ah ma came up to us.. i was shocked when she actually spoke fluent english to us.. rather its my first time seein ah ma speakin eng.. she looked so healthy n bubbly.. n can even jumped! then she told us she's really happy to see us.. said she's our granny n we're her grandchildren.. she was born in america n said tat for 30 over yrs, she had a happy life n marriage.. until e dae her husband n her mum died.. she had one daughter and praised tat she got a good daughter but e daughter's husband was bad.. well i guess by now u all shld knoe e reason y she's in old folks home alrdy.. i tink shld be her son-in-law dislike her tats y send her to old folks home.. *shruggs* she's kinda a strong old lady to put a smile on her face whereever she goes even though she had such a sad life.. tats when i felt e importance of family bond.. being abandoned at e age when u need ur children e most is really more of a livin hell.. it was torturin.. my heart sank when she told us her past.. she even asked us when we'll be comin back to visit her again.. however, one thing we found out was tat, seemed like she had lau ren chi dai zhen oso.. its like she kept repeatin wat she said n wat she asked us.. tats when my friend told me she sensed smth was wrong.. well, i still sympathesize e old lady.. so we parted wif e old lady n kept our feets movin on again.. left e place wif a fulfiled satisfaction.. given a chance to come again, i wldnt mind.. at least i knoe i'll be doin smth right for them.. it was really an heart-warmin experience for me.. =D

im stoppin for now.. grant me strength to complete e rest of e obstacles for me comin up ahead - reports n projects! lols..