well, its been another long time since i last blogged.. todae had sectionals.. before tat had to wake up early at 8 smth like tat to pass jannah e concert tix $$ at my void deck.. yawns.. so ended up late to meet suzhen n shirley for breakfast coz i went back to slp aft tat.. i forgot tat would be accompanyin suzhen to lavender do her passport, n i wore a shorts wif band t.. very very casuall unlike them, all wear jeans.. lols.. so went to lavender wif zhen, shirley n yuanru, then realised tat SIR was closed.. -.-" hmmm went walkin ard bugis junction then to pass off the time for dinner since all of us werent hungry at tat time.. toked lots of stuffs.. got to know more bout spband frm yuanru.. aft tat, shirley left for AI's practice.. n i took e train home wif suzhen.. i guessed todae's e day since we last chatted for so long.. all e way frm bugis to jurong.. n even spent quite a long time tokin at je interchange.. thruout e journey home, can say somehow i understand her better le.. as i listened, i realised tat zhen do hav an interestin sec sch life.. revolvin round n round on some stuffs.. hahas.. n i guessed i'm contented wif e ans he gave to zhen when she asked him.. at least i knoe i still hav a place in his heart.. i don ask for more but juz this.. this kinda thing only time can heal.. n im beginnin to understand more.. maybe guys n gers do hav different opinions on matters.. on e surface i may looked alrite.. but somehow i knoe i still haven gotten over it.. like wat alvin's msn nick had been, "there is sadness in my every smiles.." i supposed tat is how i feel.. even now.. e sudden urge to cry n feel upset always lingers in me..
i donno wat will happen to us in the future.. wat ending we may create tml.. maybe we can compose another chapter in our lives together, maybe not.. but all i wanted to say to you was tat even if its few yrs down e road.. i'll always cherish knowin someone like u ever since the first dae we met.. e one who made me understand e power of love n wat love is all about.. e one whom i nv regretted knowin.. i knoe i understand ur situation, i don blame u for anythin, even if it is e reason tat u gave for e initiation.. all i wanted u to know was tat, u will always be the special someone in my heart whom nobody can replace..