anoynomous: before tsmb changed to ms tans, we have always been getting a gold. but once change, what did we get but a silver. the problem lies not only with the students but also the conductor..

familiar? ok. i got this frm refat's tagboard. i cant help but to really blog bout this incident. n i need to correct watever this so called anoymous tagged. sorry loh. mind u, before tanglin had ms tan, tsmb was nothing! we are juz a grade2 assessment band. it was ms tan's hard work n dedication tat changed a grade2 band to silver. n tanglin had nv been wat u so called as 'always gettin a gold'. unless u are referrin to e tanglin technical sch. then i really got nth. i supposed u muz be someone frm tanglin n u're definitely one who doesnt knoe tsmb well. so pls don interfere wif this matter. watever pp wans to criticise bout e band, let it be. it wont harm/kill u by juz shuttin ur bloody mouth up. thruout this long journey tsmbians had walked thru, how much do u actually knoe bout us? frm wat i knoe, it is obvious tat u only knoe a partial of e prob. e surface of everythin.

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anoynomous: who will dare and insult in front of her.. she will only scream back at u lor.. if u realkly ask tsmb and force them to tell the reuth especially the sec 3s, u will know the result that hate ms tan!

so there u are. u are a sec3 of e band aint u? sec3 only n wat is this? u tink u knoe everythin? u tink u really understand ms tan? u tink u really knoe tsmb? do u even dare to ask e alumnis, all who were used to be frm tsmb, whether they actually hate ms tan? I DARE U TO ASK. i bet u cldnt even get a 'yes' frm any of e alumnis. its bloody irritatin to see my fellow juniors backstabbin their own conductor. i rmb u sayin smth like ms tan sux or watever. fuk loh. tmd de. sorry for tat word but im really damn pissed off wif it. if u wan to make a nuisance out of it, settle it within e band. not in someone else's blog! even if ms tan did scold u badly, or watever she did to u, i can assure u tat this is not e ms tan who used to even hurl harsh n much more straightforward words at me. not even me alone, but ur fellow seniors. pp like shuqi, rouxin. go ask them if u don believe. if u cant take all these scoldings, leave by all means. don stay in band. still call urself a band member when u cldnt even take scoldings. wat bout other ccas? im sure u'll sure get scoldings if u were in a different cca oso. i juz don understand y juniors are growin to hav this kind of mentality nowadays. im utterly disappointed.

one more thing i need to point out. its not tat i wan to say or interfere. but seriously this has got nth to do wif u, joe.

jo3: aiyo tsmb haven u learn ur lesson 2 yrs ago??medal and medals..is this all u care??wat i can say,booo!!

2yrs back then tsmb hadnt had all these rubbish problems. n wat is it tat u've knoe bout tsmb back then? do u even knoe us tat well to comment? who are e pp u actually knoe frm tsmb 2yrs ago? are they e ones u are seein them now in e current tsmb? no rite? so pls shut up. this is wat is happenin within tsmb n refat, frm wat he had blogged. it has got none of ur business at all. yes i don deny tat back then tsmb aspired to hav a gold medal. ms tan wans it too. it is a pity we din get it. maybe e fall of tsmb is alrdy fated to be. but i tell u, though we do care bout e medal, we care more bout our music. cant u hear our hardworks n feelings frm our fate of e gods? if u cant, i got to say 'booo!!' back to u. call urself a leader when u havent really gotten to see e insights of wat really a true band is like. n wat a true leader wont do is to jeer at other bands. frm wat u'd tagged, u're startin to make me look at u in a different perspective.

n u tell me. syf to u is a test. to me it is though a test but oso a competition. this world is like tat. we are living in a cruel society where competitions are held all ard. tats wat singapore is. w/o a medal, it is like u do not hav a certificate tat indicates ur qualifications. wat will other pp look upon u as. this is a fact n everybody hav to accept it. look at those smirky faces on some gold bands. y do they hav tat kind of looks? coz they finally made their mark. knew tat they do stand somewhere in e band world. to e masses of e band world, u fail syf means u are nth. pp are like tat. they wont get into details of y ur band hadnt done well during syf. a cop means a cop to them. u cant change e fact. this is e flaw in human's nature n u cant deny it, although there's a minority of pp who tink otherwise. im sure u will tink likewise too bout wat e medal a sch got means to u at ur very first thought.

i supposed u n refat are on rather good terms. it is obvious u'll definitely side wif him. given this kind of situation, its best to let e anoymous or whoever tat person is n refat to sort things out. wat my advice to u is, juz don interfere. it will only make things worse. c'mon mature abit.

well, back to todae. lols. its really a longgg entry todae. went back tanglin. heard their black hawk. heard unity. i cldnt comment much since this is my first time hearin them play. so well. i shall juz shut up for e time being. aft tat cy was caught up wif ms tan. n i joined her sometime later. see her so ke lian, alone wif ms tan. hahs. ya. n frm wat i heard frm cy, ms tan sighed every time when alumnis came to her. then cy said, 'ms tan's gettin more lonely le.' ya. i tot for a moment, indeed she was. she used to hav rouxin n other seniors who were really close to her. but now, e leaders, e members doesnt seem to bother bout her. *shruggs* poor ms tan. she is worried bout tsmb n yet, this is wat she got frm e sch. well, i shall end here. its gettin really longg.