is it becoz ive grown more sensitive now or is it becoz whenever given a chance, my mind will start wandering ard? im so lost once again. i don like the feeling of being alone, neither do i like the feeling of being ignored nor not being paid attention to at times. i seriously wan to get out of my darkness, to be back myself again. yes, this i've said umpteen times but yet i juz cant bring myself to face reality. i hate it. i hate myself for being wishy-washy at times. i know, but i really suk at this pt.


can anybody find me a place freed frm all troubles? i need a place like this, a place where i can truely be myself n be happy, a place where i can find a reason for my genuine smile.