god created me wif another big flaw. tat is to be so soft-hearted. n tat is probably y ive gotten hurt so many times in silence w/o anyone knowing. any songs now can evoke the weak emotion in me now. cheng, thanx sooo much for the tok i had wif u tat nite. though u ended up nv go out wif me todae, though the more u tok to me the more u feel like slappin or shaking me awake. still.. u made me smile aftall. =) siqi, thanx sooo much for the mail u sent me. really nice of u to send me tat. it somehow made me realised wat everything is all about. i got the msg u sent across to me. n perhaps now i really got an ans alrdy. so right now, i felt like ive fallen into another hole. i juz got to need time to figure my way out of tat hole n mend my wounds. time is wat i need now. my dear friends, don worry bout me k? i'll still stand strong n be myself again.
im really glad. glad tat god has sent 2 darling angels to me.
so to my dae todae, i want to go kosei's concert tml! hanyuan said he had 4 tix n whoever msg him tml at 12pm first will get the tix. -.-" watever la. so hopefully i can get the tix by hand. tokyo kosei will be ending wasbe's concerts tml! *xing fen* hahs. yup, will be attending international youth wind orchestra tml aftnoon wif shirley, zeyu n darren. *qi dai* wasbe concerts are all fantastic! made me saw my fuo zu. shen i saw before liaox.. but not fuo zu until i went to boston brass n frysk fanfare orchestra (the netherlands) concert ytd nite. i tell u, they were really really really x 1000000 to the power of 10000000 good. the piccolo trumpeter was sooooo pro loh. his air like free one. play the notes like dam easy to him. n somemore its really very nice. his high notes juz sit in so nicely above the flugelhorn n trumpet sound. juz like a star on a xmas tree. sooo nice! esp the 2 pieces tat have got lots of piccolo trumpet parts. the person was like the higher the intensity of his notes get, the straighter he sits on the chair so much so tat he felt like he is almost standing up to play. *wow* aft the 2 pieces, the conductor went to him n gave a hand shake. *chong bai!!* me, shirley n darren were awed. every each piece ends, we were all wah-ing wif our mouth wide open. hahs. boston brass were great too. rich kelly played those notes again like his air machiam free one. really loh. he is now my idol! n shirley's idol too. hahs. i so jealous leh, shirley got to take photo wif him todae at suntec. wahahas. but nehmind la, at least shirley got help me take their autographs n signatures for me. >< hee hee. rich kelly!!! so irresistable.. wahahas. =X *childish -.-"* hees. =P ya loh. so looking forward to tml's IYWO concert. =D yeah n tml's a sat le.
todae had a mini mini celebration for siqi's bdae. hahs.. well, refer to her blog bout the whole incident. =D hahs juz knoe tat she's really shocked bout the 'warning letter' heard frm eddie kor kor say siqi wldnt have expected 2A/02 to celebrate wif her one. hahs siqi, got shocked ma?? hahas.. muz thank my biao ge for helpin me in suggesting wat to buy. hahas.. xie le eddie kor kor.. =) hopefully he can come back frm his sailing on sundae n celeb wif siqi.. if not very poor thing leh, cannot celeb bdae wif her bf.. celebrating bdae alone w/o ur bf isnt a very nice feeling to hav.
argh. this is gettin freaky. the horoscope in friendster is really true. wah dam it. shot the bullseye in my heart as to wat the horoscope predicted. im so.... freaked out.
The Bottom Line
You're going to analyze a lot of unseen, intangible things. Like your feelings.
well, i sincerely hope u will get along fine n really take cares not to fall sick. becoz as a friend, i still care..
