Here's the premise: We are all, right now, living the life we choose.

This choice, of course, is not a single, monumental choice. but of choices made daily, hourly or even moment by moment. Do we try something new, or stick to the tried-and-true? Do we take a risk, or eat what's already on our dish? Do we ponder a thrilling adventure, or contemplate what's on TV? Do we walk over and meet that interesting stranger, or do we play it safe? Do we indulge our heart, or cater to our fear?

The bottom-line question: Do we pursue what we want, or do we do what's comfortable?

Often or not, pp chooses comfort instead. Often or not, pp take the easiest way out. Often or not, tats the mentality of everyone else's.

However, watever your choice may be, i sincerely believe that as long as u had made ur decision. Don't look back. No regrets to it. Looking back not only brings misery to u, but also caused u to be in a pile of confusion.

That is the flaw in me. However fickle minded i can be, i always take a very long time to decide upon smth. You may think that i had thought it thoroughly before ending up with a decision. Yes i had but the angel and devil in me were too strong for me to withstand. I always ended up regretting alot of decisions i made.

Sometimes i even wonder, is coming to poly a right choice? Is worth it to give up smth? Or even, Am i taking a correct step everytime i walked a step forward?

Maybe you can say that tat is part of my character. Perfectionism stands the biggest priority in me. Image conscious. Wanting everything to be right. So afraid to make any mistakes. But yet in my life i've lived thru, i had made tremendous mistakes unknowingly.

You may tink, for wat am i being so difficult on myself? Seriously i don't know. Whenever things don't get the way i want, irritation occurs. Sometimes it may actually felt like i've pricked onto my nerve. Or worse, mood swings will happen.

But i know, i want to change this big flaw in me. Yes this is another perfectionism side of me. Wanting to change for the better. For which i wouldn't be so troubled upon making any decisions. For which i will live my life better without regrets.