ibm camp 2005 is officially over. congrats xuechun, pr n other flute sect pp! hahs sect comp they got 1st then followed by clarinet n perc. actually din quite expect flute will get de, honestly speaking.. coz i tot horn will win oso.. i like their minor chord for spirited away. this yr quite alot of sect using self-composed song. except for trumpets, still used the old quartet book. ahahas. ATM, annual trumpet meeting, this yr was rather a memorable one? lol. yr, jh, zz and kelvin came back. they knoe we were unhappy bout someone in the sect but none of the yr2s or yr3 brought the topic up. so they kept drawing the topic closer n closer. then finally yr said," ermm, zhihui got smth to say." then everyone looked at me. hahs so ok loh.. i don sacrifice who sacrifice? ahahas. so i toked bout it. blah blah blah. then got to know more of the insides aft tat when we were out eating supper at 24. afterall felt tat ATM was nice. at least u made us knoe wats happening within the section. hopefully trumpet section will get better aft this camp.
so aft sect comp was over, we were taking crazy shots ard. hahs wif jiahui zhizi n yuanru. sian, only suzhen not ard. felt like smth is missing. so glad tat the alumnis came back. its like w/o them, the camp seemed so empty n quiet. wif them ard, there's always yuanru's joking ard, zhizi's laufter and jiahui's voice. hahas, nv endings one. well the 'zhong dian' bout sect comp i tink will be the part when jiahui screamed and ran frm the benches in front of the band to the back aft e bassoon tutor said 'drum roll' lols. i heard 'trombone' instead. at tat time the judges were announcing the winner of sect comp. ok back to the part on jiahui. hahs then shirley told me jh, zz n yr were actually betting on which sect will get into top3. in the end, zz got 2 correct, jh n yr got one correct only. hahs tats y jh screamed. aft tat at 24, trumpets n trombones sat together. hahs then the old pp tok loh. kelvin n zhizi entertaining us. hee. alot of times when zhizi was toking, it was more of her laufter making us lauf even harder than her stories n jokes.. hahs then they told us bout their perth trip, n oso kelvin's farting stories in perth. hahas really funny. but me n shirley really laufed til tired. mouth oso suan sia. too bad doreen nv came along. she missed out all the funs.
ermm, hahs my brain is not workin very well now. very shag. cant tink properly.. so watever comes to my mind, i'll juz blog. don mind if i jumped ard tokin bout diff stuffs of the camp. lols.
then 2 to 3 plus like tat we started to walk back frm clementi to sch. my first time climbing sch gate. ahahs. *xing fen* lols. but generally the camp was not bad loh. at least i know i see more of how the pp are like in band le. well maybe tats for me.
had watched meng zai shou li tat show juz now. they mentioned smth.
relationships among humans are so difficult to understand. n often or not, it is only relationships tat are hard to control.
smth like tat la. well i agree. its not tat i am treating u coldly. its juz tat things might not be the same as before le. i rmb once u told me, u were not getting into any relationships but to concentrate on studying instead. tat was when u are alrdy in poly. tat was the dae u broke my heart real bad. tats was the day i forced myself out of our life n to go on wif my life. tat was also the dae u told me if tat someone treats me better than u, u asked me to accept him instead. how foolish can u be? many times things tat i had sacrificed, u donno. many times u rather stay mumed bout ur own probs instead of telling me. i really feel very sad bout it. is it so easy for u to gif up in juz a few daes? it took me months to recover. u seemed so insensitive to my feelings. having known me for so long, who i like u surely know rite? but yet u chose to tell me tat instead. alot of times i told myself to gif up but i juz cant. alot of times, i wanted to go back to the past but still i cant. the day when i gave up was the most ever heartbreaking decision i ever made because u are the first guy i ever love so much.
since things had came to this turn, wat we can do is to let time n fate heals everything le loh. if ever u meet someone better than me, pls don made the same mistakes again. ger's heart is really fragile. treat her better than u treat me k?? but i wldnt wan to see our friendship to turn cold either. we had made mistakes once in our relationship n i definitely don wan this to happen in our friendship. i still hope we'll be gd friends when often or not if u ever needs a listening ear, someone to take all ur whinnings or complainings, i'll always be there. tat is the only thing i ever wish for.. pls take care coz i still care...