im really sad now. tink this is the first time in my poly life i felt so responsible towards my icas. felt so into studyin now. yr 1 had the really heck care attitude. but now, first test of mol bio i flung. 100% flung. i left my short questions all blank which is like carry alot of marks one. coz i really donno wat they were askin about. cant crap, cant write. u tell me la, wats nick transcription? argh. stupid module stupid questions.

maybe i juz wan to start bucking up to get a decent diploma. not juz a decent but a good n above average one. this is the yr 2 semester 1 alrdy. n i am juz beginning to settle down for poly life. as in really get serious in my studies. how slow can tat be. im really afraid my results will not be accepted for university's admission. n im afraid not to be accepted into any hospital aft graduating. then i'll be left jobless. =(

but still, i am glad tat i chose poly path. ytd juz had a tok wif alvin. he seemed so stressed out wif jc life. wats more, he said half of the pioneers will nv make it to university successfully. n his results i don deny wasnt fantastic but yet he topped his class alrdy. n he said his results can even topped other classes. this i donno but it seemed horrible n scary. imagine im still in jc. i might even be a repeat student this yr. or a j2 who failed 2 subjects n is taking alvls soon.

oh well. i still got another module tat i feared. biostatistics. =/

moody.....