somtimes i juz feel tat, friends tat u are close wif might not be trustworthy aft all. sometimes things juz got blurted out accidentally. im really ok wif it. but, maybe he's right. there might hav consequences if things got to everyone's ears. one may trust the other. hopin tat the trusted one will not blurt out stuffs. but, really.. things are uncontrollable. esp words. i donno. but i knoe to me this will nv end up being a secret. eventually, pp will get to knoe bout it. but really, im startin to be tired bout keepin it a secret. argh. is it so diff juz to love someone n keepin it quiet at the same time? it is. tats wat i feel.


wat im really sad n unhappy bout was havin my stuff being blurted out by the person whom i trusted n din tell me bout it. i felt like i was being betrayed. well at least do tell me bout it. argh i juz hate it when im being kept in the dark.


i learnt smth todae aft todae's incident.


boy, i get wat u mean by spband reflects the reality.