haiz, so sad. wat a dae to spend my bdae. i spent my bdae juz like any normal days i would do at home. tot can go out celebrate. last yr was like tat, this yr oso like tat.

who to blame? me loh, for being born at the wrong date. sian. din hear any bdae songs sang to me this yr. no cakes either, other than the one i told mum not to buy. only had wishes frm friends. n a celebration tat i hope i'll be looking forward to aft exams wif cheng they all. at least she bothered to tell me smth bout celebrating. other than tat, nobody asked me out.

no mood to go out now oso. mood swing. pls don tag on my board bout how nice n great ur mid-autumn festival was either. i knoe the moon will be round todae. pp will be happily enjoying playin lanterns but im not interested at all. suan me todae, anyone will be shot by me.

thanx lots to those who had sent me their wishes. almost everyone had done so, all except someone whom i tot will wish me. don be mistaken, its not dear either.

plus, i had symptoms of fever again. flu plus sore throat n slight headache. dam it. how great. celebrating my bdae wif the bacteria in me.

pp say bdae muz be happy. how can i be happy when im 'celebrating' my bdae at home like any normal days? sad. a day filled wif disappointment. so much for anticipating being an 18 yr old ger.

i feel totally lousy todae.