todae is 31st dec 2005, which means this will be my last entry for the year. hopefully, 'a new year ahead, a new beginning awaits' will always be my beliefs. so here i am, will be blogging on some of the more significant flashbacks of my life in yr2005. pls don be bored. hahs.
January - April 2005
were in the 2nd sem of my yr1 life. had sort of a fall-out wif my classmates at tat time, in which most of us suddenly declare tat we were really unpleased wif them. hahs yea la, small matter make until big matter. but partly im quite abit bias against homosexual at times, tats y. i had oso picked up my piano practices frm where i've left behind when i were in sec3. yea, which means i've stopped piano since sec3 to concentrate on Olvls. so now i am back to pursue my piano grades again. after which, i gradually lost a loved one, whom i've nv tot we would end up in our separate ways. so i were back to single life spending my valentine's day eating at Fish n Co wif cheng, peee n pr, if im not wrong, for the FIRST time! hahas. super filling loh. n i am super sorry tat i din get peirong a bday pressie this yr coz she had been nagging at me for not giving her pressie. T_T sorry pr, wo zhi chuo le. haha next yr next yr! then came the central judging band SYF'05 which i am really proud of my beloved tsmb who had gotten a silver yet again wif juz the minimal number of pp eligible to take part in the competition. mini band wif such results. im happy for my band n for my juniors when i saw their happy-about-to-cry faces. =D
May - August
had my 1st Musical Delights concert wif SPband in vch. first time performing in a full hse for circle seats and almost full for stall seats hall, first time performing in a full strength band. n oso my first time playin in a concert wif minimal stress, coz there's always the yr2s and the yr3s in the band. nice concert which i've really enjoyed. tat period i had my semester break, of which my piano tcher helped me found a job, tat was the dental clinic job. little did i know tat tats when my nightmares began. after a great fall in the beginning of the yr, someone picked me up along the way n i had him then in my life. after which i started my yr2 sem1 life in july.
September - December
September, a month tat i've always looked forward to, ended up to be a disappointment to me. this was really the first time i spent my birthday by myself at home, looking down frm the window at pp playing lanterns. i din go out to carry lanterns wif friends nor did i go to chinese garden to look at the lantern festival's lightings. no birthday cake for me either. couldnt blame anyone though coz, it juz so happened tat 2 days after my birthday were the start of semestral exam. suay huh. but im still happy tat i got 2 lovely pressie, (i)adidas jacker frm siqi n eddie kor kor, (ii)swatch watch frm trumpet section, jh, yr and pr. n not forgetting my nice aunty, got me a purple giordano round neck tshirt, adding to my collections of giordano shirts. -.-" hahas. so after my exams, i am off for my attachment at National Heart Centre. had been in there for 2 mths or so n will be continuing all the way til Sept30th'06, which means tat i wont be seen in sp during school hours for a year. i really do miss sp's sch life. u wouldnt get freedom here in NHC such as ponning lessons as much as u will get in sp. coz u'll juz need to hav 85% of attendance in sp, w/o any reasons for ponning lessons. BUT u cant do tat in NHC. 100% attendance unless u hav a valid reason or mc. -.-" ma de. hahs. the doctors there giving lectures really omg. i tink they can compete wif a machine gun for the speed they tok. super fast w/o any break. yeah, but as u knoe me.. i sometimes do fall aslp during lectures. but overall, attachment was fun so far. i learnt alot of things. see all kinds of patients doing/saying all kinds of weird n funny stuffs. hahs. of which is the most significant was the VF case in CVL which i had mentioned before. so now i am having 3 wks break frm NHC, of which 1 wk was my test wk. now waiting for results. =/ got another job, currently now working in a clinic n im quite enjoying it! hahs. so now, whilst waiting for my results, im also busy wif the preparation for MD concert due in 3 weeks' time. hopefully this will be an enjoyable concert too. however, my xmas this yr, i felt was really a disappointment. i knoe nobody knoes bout this, tat i actually cried in the public after receiving an sms coz i somehow felt tat i wasnt being appreciated n i am really really disappointed.
i believe, with every year passed, i will learn smth out of it. no doubt, 2004 and 2005 had been a tough life for me. i had learnt and will grow out of it. definitely going to make the new yr a better one.
well, anywae today i spent my last day of 2005 watching the chronicles of narnia wif wenhong aft work. ehhs! narnia super nice!! muz go watch kk! lols. worth my every single cent in watching. hahas. but! im really really not pleased by the way the witch was killed. so fast die. -.-" pian yi ta liaox loh. kaox. hahahas. ya la, got my pay todae n i spent it for buying of metronome. -.-" boohoo. no $$ again. hahas.
so before i end my entry, can i thank some pp?? hahas. they were impt to me in my life.
cheng - i knoe i said this alot of times. but yea this crazy, stupid, retarded woman had been my 12yrs friend who stayed by me thru storms n thunders. of coz i rmb i used to really DISLIKE her alot for her always-PMSing mood. hahahas super irritating can. her mood can change so fast like nobody's business loh. one moment happy one moment machiam u stepped onto her tail. hahas tat was in the past. but she now better le la. my dear dear friend. hahahas who always listens to my shyts. ya la, i don wanna repeat myself. so im really grateful tat i had her in my life! although i knoe she may hate it for knowing me coz im always bothering her. lols juz too bad. once a friend, always a friend. u cant escape. =P
peirong - ya my 6yrs friend. haha ya la sometimes she will always be the one to listen to my shyts when i repeated it for a 2nd time. hahas thanx hor. u n cheng always there to kio my sai one. hahas. =P n i knoe sometimes u really cannot stand my irritating-ness n oso my complains and woes. but all-in-all, thanx for all these. im really glad tat i know u! =D (pls don say u are not glad to knoe me. coz i knoe for sure u will say this)
doreen - thanx for being there to gif me advices whenever i seek ur help or whenever we were stoning n began to have some heart-to-heart talk.
shirley - thanx for always asking me out coz u knoe i'll always be bored at home. hahahas n oso to rot wif me whenever i have rotting time. lols.
alvin and wenhong - the only 2 guys who knoes my problems and haha ya la, always there to gif me advices in terms of guy's point of view.
lastly, it will be this someone tat i really hope for the best in watever he does. thanx for all the sweet times u gave me and the love n care u showered me. these are not sweet talks nor praises but u really made me realised wat love is all about. although we donno wat may lies ahead in the future but who knoes, probably few yrs down the road we may be happy for each other for finding our true happiness. i donno. this chapter in our lives will be left as it is n im sure there will be a happy ending for it. such a great impact left in me, i know for sure zhihui will never ever forget..
Good-Bye everyone. Happy New Year 2006!
Greatest Achievement in 2005 : i succeeded in making eat-able sushi but failed in cookies making. hahas.
Resolution for 2006 : i wan to grow fatter. hahas.
