ytd nite,
dear: will u cry tml?
me: i donno. wat if i cry?
dear: don cry la. im juz entering another phase of my life. no need to cry de.
me: -pause a moment- orh ok.
dear: promise me don cry k?
me: -nod my head-

but when the ferry left tekong for singapore todae, i felt my heart weighed a few more tonnes. esp aft i bid farewell to deardear. so fast. time really past so fast. frm the day he got his enlistment letter til now. i guess tats how every gers felt when their bf enlist ba. nevertheless, i fulfilled my promise. i din cry. =) im still lookin forward to his book out day n seeing his botak head in 2 weeks time!! hahahas.

on the other hand, it was my first visit to tekong. the place was really nice, as to wat alot of pp had commented, as if going chalet. still got a recreational room for them where they can watch tv, slack on sofa, listen radio, play billard or table tennis or even board games, n it is air-conditioned! hahs, but aiya who knoes maybe these are all juz for show only since its opened up to parents today. shruggs? the food in the canteen were quite good. not very lork cok but rather its nice!

anywae, its so weird to see deardear offline in the nite. hahs. things are changing n i gotta adapt to this life soon. no dear except 10pm on phone. so sad. i believe, 2 weeks will be over shortly, very soon.

i miss you.