its my annual routine once again to blog down the significant events when it is year end. (however, it might be a solemn entry.)

aint it fast? its gonna be 2007 soon. i had once said, 2004 n 2005 hadnt been a good yr for me at all. for me, i had more of downs than ups. so i was praying tat i would have a good yr ahead for 2006. yeah indeed, 2006 turned out fine for me. i finished my itp (which i was so happily looking forward to). left with one more poly semester to go. had a few major, extra-curriculum exams n they came out well. got even closer to my classmates aft tat particular chalet. n not forgetting the one who always brings out the smile in me - my beloved bf. =)

however, amongst these happy events which happened, i lost someone so dearly in my life. someone so important to me, it pained my heart even til now. her life, ever so well-respected n loved, was lost to my most hated illness. cancer. such a once so healthy person could lost tremendous weight til skin n bone, having to suffer under that torturous illness. we, the bystanders, unable to do anything beneficial can only stand at one side, accompanying her til the last day of her time with us. i tink im beginning to develop a new phobia. i fear of losing my loved ones. i hated this feeling. such an unbearable feeling to go thru. people always said let the time heals. yeah, but however much time i was given, it can never heal this scar in me well. even til now if i try recalling about her to you, i'll definitely cry. i love my ah ma.

on top of that, there's another unsolved major problem my mum n dad are facing now. i cant rmb the exact one but there's this saying which says a wave which hadnt reside, came another wave. it means, an unsolved problem was piled onto another problem. fun huh, playing stacko. -.-" but im kinda sick of it. or rather, i feel my parents, too, need to take a breath. hopefully, it will be a better year for us in 2007.

in addition, ms tan had also left tsmb. it's definitely a waste to lose a good conductor like her. never in my life had anyone taught me stuffs she had taught before. what she taught, moulded what the current zhihui is now. i mean, its really sad to see her part. for ms tan: once a teacher, always a teacher. =)

looking back, for my 2006 life, indeed i gained some n i lost some. be it family, friends, love, studies or band, i had smiles and even shed tears. for each gain and each lost i believe will build a stronger me. from my inner soul:"be strong! unfortunate events will not happen every year. even the darkest moments of your life will find the way to light one day. look forward to a better tomorrow!"

lastly, i have a die-hard resolution for every year - that is to say, i muz grow fatter!! this resolution of mine will always be the same and will never change. unless, it appeared as 50kg on weighing scale for me. haha! as i always believed, a brand new year, a brand new start. 2006, a year i'll always remember. good bye 2006. happy 2007! =)